Well let's see here. I am feeling strange tonight. Not like sick strange, just emotions strange, if that makes any sense at all. I don't know what's up with me. I feel mundane and comfortable and rather bored. It's bugging me. And I'm not sure if I should seek more excitement or just be ok with the fact that when you've been a certain way for such a long time, it's natural to be comfortable and not as exciting as when you first started ok. I just have alot to think through. Is this what I really really want-what I can't see myself without. Or is this just good and comfortable but why change it. I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't think about it as much as I do. I don't want to make a decision that I am going to ultimately regret. But I don't want to waste people's time either. I want real honesty, real communication concerning this. I don't even know my own emotions/feelings right now. I mean I know. I know how I feel. But I don't. That makes no sense. I am a confusing girl. Oh goodness. When I look at my life in ten, thirty, forty year is this what I want? That's what I need to figure out. The fire is gonna eventually die out a bit for everyone, it's just a matter of when. Or is it possible to have it where the fire never dies and there is always that excitement and newness and growing and fun. Comfortable and mundane maybe is a good thing. Its real that way I guess, not just lovey dovey. I'm such a rambler it kills me. Rant is ending now. Ok. I'm gonna figure this out.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
President Obama
Barack Obama is the new president of the United States. Such a big celebration for such big promises of change. I am looking forward to this era. God has put this man in leadership, and as much as some of us do not approve of him or his new policies, he is our president. I will continue to pray for him and our country as we start this new time.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Well the concert was so much fun! I had a blast and I have David to thank for taking me :) It really was such a great concert. And brad was lookin fine.
So an update on my life as of lately... well let's see...I got to spend a long weekend at home with David which was really good. I was dumb though and acted alittle, well alot bratty. I don't know what was up with me, I was just moody and being lame. David was sweet about it though, like always. He's a good boyfriend to me.
So I'm back in jackson now, just relaxing til I start work again tomorrow.
Good day. Started with David and chick f la, ended with David and sushi. :)
So an update on my life as of lately... well let's see...I got to spend a long weekend at home with David which was really good. I was dumb though and acted alittle, well alot bratty. I don't know what was up with me, I was just moody and being lame. David was sweet about it though, like always. He's a good boyfriend to me.
So I'm back in jackson now, just relaxing til I start work again tomorrow.
Good day. Started with David and chick f la, ended with David and sushi. :)
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Paisley Party- Yes of Course!
This is the beautiful talented Brad Paisley. I am going to see him in concert TONIGHT!! With my GREAT boyfriend David. It's gonna be a good night. I'm getting pumped about it.
Two very handsome men in one night? - oh and I forgot about Dierks Bentley. Make that 3 handsome men- A night with Brad, Dierks, and David. Yum Yum.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
How did your day go today Amy?
Well, thanks for asking, let me tell you!
I started it out by getting up at 9, eatin a bowl of cereal then runnin a bit on the treadmill (yes, the guilt got to me) then I did a pilates cool down.
Next, I headed over to my first job of the day: Babysitting a 9 month old and a 19 month old for 2 hours- cutest little baby girls. Diaper butts and all. I enjoyed that job a whole lot.
2nd job of the day was heading over the west jackson to cover Ruth's Kindertot's hour. That was interesting- so interesting. The kids were really funny. I felt like a dork the WHOLE time. I am a dork. So it is appropriate.
After that I finally got my shower after bein sweaty. I then ate a lean cuisine pizza-oh so yummy.
3rd (and final)job of the day was the usual-pickin up Chloe' and Ty at school then watchin them til like 7.
Overall- good and tiring day. Im glad I was able to relax tonight and just chill and be alone. This whole workin in Jackson thing might not be so bad.
I started it out by getting up at 9, eatin a bowl of cereal then runnin a bit on the treadmill (yes, the guilt got to me) then I did a pilates cool down.
Next, I headed over to my first job of the day: Babysitting a 9 month old and a 19 month old for 2 hours- cutest little baby girls. Diaper butts and all. I enjoyed that job a whole lot.
2nd job of the day was heading over the west jackson to cover Ruth's Kindertot's hour. That was interesting- so interesting. The kids were really funny. I felt like a dork the WHOLE time. I am a dork. So it is appropriate.
After that I finally got my shower after bein sweaty. I then ate a lean cuisine pizza-oh so yummy.
3rd (and final)job of the day was the usual-pickin up Chloe' and Ty at school then watchin them til like 7.
Overall- good and tiring day. Im glad I was able to relax tonight and just chill and be alone. This whole workin in Jackson thing might not be so bad.
Monday, January 12, 2009
This now stare me in the face every day:
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Guess who's back!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Thoughts for the day
I really appreciate the kind of acts of others today. And I am craving being in Jackson, which is the weirdest feeling in the world-who ever thought i'd wanna be back there. Life is crazy.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Katie's Wedding
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